dumpin u

sometimes, to help myself sleep at night, I think of you. the way u used to make me feel. the way i hope u still do. i think about all the things that we said. all the beliefs we thought we shared. all the kissing. reminiscing. the cute way you looked at me when u spoiled me. i think of the beautiful energy we created and how it became this putrid love affair. how seeing u makes me dizzy and forces bile from my soul. how much u disgust me with ur sheer existence. i think of the masses that are completely misguided and blinded by ur manipulative rhetoric. i think of how until 5 seconds ago i'd almost completely forgotten that u existed until i sat here on this toilet and this one little piece of shit jst would not come out no matter how hard i pushed. u r that piece of shit taunting me. but i have a fleet. i always win.