Happy New Year's everyone. I know I'm days late but damn, a bitch broke outta hospital jail with 34 seconds to spare before i missed the countdown. Cut me some slack.
This past year has been so all over the place. Literally. Emotionally, fundamentally, physically. I've gotten closer to many of you, lost touch with some of you, and gotten to know myself in ways I couldn't imagine. I had a momentary moment of "bitch, FOH"ness, an extended period of "bitchz aint shit", and a continuous long, deep breath of "these hoes are my everything". With that said, i appreciate each of you for many reasons, mainly that you've allowed me to be myself, and let me know when that self was potentially doing the fucking most. You humble me, force me to acknowledge my fuck ups, and keep me from allowing anything smaller than the love you have for me keep me down longer than 37.8 seconds. For that I say, I fucking love yall.
I cant wait to spend another year with you beautiful gems. Special shout out to anyone that let me cry myself to sleep on their shoulder; picked my drunk ass up off the floor; cursed me out for letting random bitchz get under my skin; shook the shit outta me when i almost became an alcoholic those three times back in band camp; confided in me or allowed me to take some of my personal weight off my shoulders; took my advice and thanked me for it; took my advice and blamed the bad outcome on me (lol...i realize now I'm not as mostly perfect as i assumed); showed me the grass is never greener on the other side (sometimes that shit aint even grass....just spray painted astroturf and shit); consistently told me I'm amazing; and, most importantly, allowed me the opportunity to show you how much i love u.
have a great year, ladies. and make sure you vote!
Peace,
Lyrikk
