Walking downhill, the breeze runs past my face, taking with it these never ending thoughts, thoughts racing with no destination. Thinking in circles, swimming in pools of disappointment. Regret. Pain. Mostly pain.
I didn’t think I'd react this way. This eerily familiar calm weaved with random bouts of incoherence. Last night, i let it all out. One roll of tissue & three episodes of hyperventilation later, i felt....free. Like i had burdened myself for so long, holding on to the hurt and misunderstandings. Then there was nothing.
Surely the calm before the storm.
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