I miss the old days when I (we) were younger too. I often wish 4 those moments of 'chill'....real chill not nosey-ness guised as judgement...seemingly 'adulthood' filled with clear drama. I remembr when I tried 2 roll a white boy with 1 of my closest friends. Bitch we wrapd the papers around a pencil and said we'd pour weed n2 it. Lol. Then anothr time I remembr when I and anothr friend did EVERYTHING 2gethr bc I didn't mnd chilln and neithr did she....man chilln was the shit bak then. I miss it. Nowadays everybodys tryna secure a future or make a point.
Blah. That shit don't mean nothn 4 real. Mostly I jst wish the phoney and fake would melt away and I could jst chill with my people lk I used 2 do. Not caring that theyr straight and I'm gay or that they cheat and I dnt...etc etc etc.
I jst miss trust. Yeah. That's what it is. I miss those days when people said what they meant & I could trust their word.
Bn younger...iono bout that so much now that I've thought it thru. I thnk I miss the trust. I dnt trust any1 these days....literally. I miss when we were younger and I could trust u.
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